new profound passion...

Gay man was devastated after Mr. X dumped him, that he went to alcohol and drugs for comfort. They did their jobs as expected, but gay man realized that drugs are like bungee jumping (not that gay man ever tried it), but it only gave gay man a momentarily gratification and comfort.

Gay man decided to quit and move on. He did and he decided to write a script for a feature film based on real events of his relationship (the end of his relationship to be more precise). It turned out to be a passion gay man never knew he had.

This new profound knowledge of this new passion has ever since been like a bad case of diarrhea (in a good way). Gay man has been having new ideas for new scripts. Thanks to his loyal moleskine notebook, gay man has been recording his idea on paper.

Gay man loves the process of having new ideas and writing about it. In the midst of new technologies coming to the market every nanoseconds, there's something therapeutic about writing his early drafts on paper. Somehow it keeps his juice flowing (not the juice gay man usually refers on his perverted days. Believe it or not gay man has become a pretty decent and no longer the slutty gay man, he was before).

When people say, after rain comes sunshine, well it's true. Although things with Mr. X didn't end on a happy note, gay man managed to find one thing he prefers to do anytime, writing a script. So the rain has passed, the sun starts to shine again and gay man learned something, something good always comes out of something bad.

He may have thought that his life was coming to an end (it actually did at the time) but now things seem to be even better than it was before.

Gay man is now waiting for feedbacks of two professionals in the movie industry on his script and we'll just have to see where it goes afterwards. Keep your fingers crossed (I know mine are).